Sunday, July 22, 2012

Party today

Parties I'd say are the worst for a person that has food issues. Ive read the oh eat before you go,stay away from all the food ideas in the world but I don't have to be hungry to eat or want to eat. So basicly if there's food I eat. The food choices are not exactly clean eating for today either.... Including the Kaluah cake I made. But I made a sugar free lighter desert that I can have And feel good about as well. Bought a new scale yesterday. Last one stopped working after being submerged in water.... No not by me lol! Anyway I was scared to get on it thinking omg haven't weighed in over a week! That's an odd thing for me because I'm One of those that if there is a scale I'm on it. So I weight in the morning and every single time I go to the bathroom. It's almost an unconscious thing. So anyway weighed in at 163 which I'm Rather happy about, 162 is my all time low since my surgery. I gained back up to 179 and said whoa whoa whoa this shits not happening! I'll be damned if people that said I'd gain it all back before I had surgery will be proven right! So I started running and running the stairs and anything I could to get my ass in motion. Now I'm back down here and want to go further down to 150 or below would be fantastic:) I wear a size 10 Which has always been my "if I could just be a size 10 I'd be happy" size--- you know the one? (actually I think I might have said 12 but hey goals change lol)

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